yes even i do think that i am an evil sarcastic bitch at times.
but i utterly absolutely cannot stand people who are not familiar with the English language misunderstanding me and twisting my words around their "u tink lyk tat can mehh"-English.
ok i am arrogant to boot.
but URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
royally peeved.

i counted to 10 and calmed myself down and only told her that she probably has a minor problem grasping my use of the English language. and that we have a communication breakdown.
i was already halfway typing something to the tune of "please go read more newspapers and books to enrich your grasp of the English language". but i deleted it. because no need to make her more offended than she already is.

And she said "u tink u my mother ar. say i rude.u don noe me! how dare u sae tt"
ROAR. slap her. i wanted to say, "no dear, OBVIOUSLY i am not your mother; I would be driven to my grave otherwise. and gosh, am I not on my knees with joy that I don't know you, i believe you cannot, even accidentally, be one of my friends."
BUT. another applause for my patience, i didn't write it. I know i would look back and see that as very demeaning of myself.

and yes yes yes i know i am super damn sarcastic and bitchy and obnoxious to her. URGH.
but oh wells. she can't, for what she comprehends, absorb the full impact of my words anyway.

what an insult to English she is.
hey hello, if you cannot communicate effectively OR efficiently, minimize your usage!
It just gets on my nerves when people spell horridly and type long passages choked full of elementary grammatical errors.
ROAR.

i had a very very bad dream yesterday.
it was so shocking and painful i woke up in the middle of the night with my heart hammering.
really made me understand the piercing feel of loss, as stark as reality.

and because it was a friend, a good one, though not as close as a few others, i realized how important they are to me.

what a way to start the day.

and wordpress is calling calling calliinnnngggggg out to me.

ohmygod ohmhgod ohmygod ohmygod

i think i just fainted and some hacker with very bad taste hacked into coach.

omg.

hideous.

methinks lirong is gonna faint too.

scratch that. ANYONE with eyes would.
lagi more hideous than ***** (zhi u know who)


images from http://www.coach.com


looks like some fake shit that people are selling in China.
i think they look worse than some of the fakes.
bleurgh.

zc would be glad. coz now i am duper grossed out by coach.
and i wont ask him "this one nice?"


on the other hand, mmmMmMmm...

i like the gold, i like the quilt. but i prob wont buy this.


i super love this. whats it with white these days. anyway, i would buy it. if money dropped from the sky.


python. ya la i am cruel. but i like python. how. it gives the black so much more character and dimension.


i dont exactly like dimonds. but the concept of this is riveting.


ditto for this.
images from http://www.chanel.com/

love <3

bah.
my mom and dad say jielun sucks. ugly and cannot sing.

NO.
jielun rocks.
i am going to buy all his albums and lay them around the house.
muahaha.

i want to be rich and lie around the house the whole day reading books reading books reading books and listening to music.
ahhh. life.

GRRR.RRR.RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

im so pissed and irritated and frustrated by stupid applied econometrics.
econometricians must be crazed bored people coz all they do is look at numbers numbers and more numbers and think of them in a STATISTICAL WAY.
like wtf. i hate stats. its my most hated thing after physics. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
im going crazy.

of all things stats. WHY. whyyyyyyyyy.
i rather do calculations for 100 forward rates, seriously.
or do 10 equity homework.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

and i cant understand my prof coz he is korean.
i think he knows we cant understand him too.
but he cracked a joke today and i couldnt help but burst out laughing. and u know when i laugh its really VERY loud.

anyway.
i cant believe i forgot about vdae coz i was pulling out my hair at econometrics.
but zc reminded me. ahahaha.
and some mysterious people send me vdae smses. maybe i got secret admirer.
in that case, if they are reading, i want this:


its by Derek Lam. if u dont know who he is, u just arent fashion-savvy, BUT ITS OK.
just buy for me :D
usd2,025 before taxes.

i dig the ram head so much i went to buy this. haha. i must be hell mad.

and u know what my darling sister says, "it looks like everything u have"
=.="


aiya im still doing econometrics :(
and i stayed in the library til 12-damn-am today. GRRRRRR.
and the cab costs $20. cheat my money.

i think im going to stop blogging. its seriously a giant waste of time.
and i doubt anyone will buy me that bag. which is the purpose of this post.
and that i am econometrically-screwed.

for some reason, im not looking forward much to chinese new yr.
coz i have to go sch. roar.
and i already finished 3 tubs of pineapple tarts and 1 tub of love letters.
die la. dont remind me they are super fattening.

haiyo my hair so chou. and i so fat.


chinatown. went shopping w my sis before that. nono i must save money.


east coast. my face so oily. and my hair grow v fast right. ahahah.
i know me & lr are chou. but gary and yikai is lagi chou. so nvm. i think the backgrd nicest.


the colour is super weird. and i look like i got no eyes. help.


i MISS the states.
cries. HOLIDAY COME.


and i am serious when i say i want a polar bear, a retriever, a husky and a sheepdog in my house next time.
and even more serious when i say zc is going to be the one to make sure they are not fat like Rainrain (eg. he has to run them la)

super CUTE :D
must must MUST earn a truckload of money so i can have my polar in the house. complete with northpole-conditions.

and so that i dont go crazy when they eat alot. dog food is expensive. esp the good kind.
and i think polars eat alot too. gah.


but so cute right. :)

ok.
byebye blog.
hello econometrics. (SAD)

i look screwed. grrr.
methinks its my hair. or my face. wadever. i think its the hair. HAHA.

i THINK im falling sick. uh-oh.
calls for some vs-lovin', doncha agree? :D

and. zhihui has successfully extorted a yes from me to go to the gym on fri.
in order to spur myself on, i think i need a gym bag, yes?
yuppydiyup.

here's to a healthier me. with less fats.
and hair will grow :)

and methinks im gonna abandon this blog. because the utility derived has diminished.
we'll see.

i just realised something.
the one with the water in the hotel is The Venetian. Not wynn.
oh god my mind is so screwed.
AND i think i wont get my bid. holy shit.

AND
im so not in school-mode.